Sweet 16...

This saying has a whole new meaning for me.  This past Tuesday, March 8th my sweet daughter Kels was taken home to be with her Father in Heaven.

 

She had just turned 16 in Dec and has the sweetest soul and spirit about her.  Her services were held yesterday March 12th.  I was grateful and amazed by the support and the turnout of people we had come to share with us this special yet difficult time.  I'm so wishing now that I had recorded at least the life history that my brother did. It was absolutely amazing.  I've never been in a funeral where you could hear so much laughter and I mean laughter.  It warmed my heart.  I was glad that people were able to see into how kels is and yet if they knew her well that they were able to remember these things and feel that connection and love.

 

She has been such a wonderful example to me in my life as well.  I appreciate this so much and it helps give me the strength to know she is now doing work in a different place.  She has a new task at hand.  We may not know what it is, but I know we can find comfort and peace in knowing that she is doing the Lords work on the other side.  I can not even describe the peace and joy I have felt the past few days.  It almost feels weird to feel this way after losing my child.  I know that the rough days will come as well, but  I know  that she is where she is needed and is being watched over as she continues on.  I'm grateful that one day we will see her again and I will be able to look into her beautiful eyes and feel her warm embrace. 

 
There is so much more that I could and want to share. I'm just afraid I would be here all day typing.  I'm thinking of setting up another blog in memory of kels to post more things on.  When I decide on this I will post this.  I just wanted to share with so many friends and loved ones this time in our life.  I am so grateful for the love and support that we have received and continue to receive.  We have felt the prayers and spirt so strong this week.  We are grateful to each one of you that has reached out in any way.  I'm just so glad to know that my baby is now without her diabetes and other trials that she had her.  That she is happy, dancing, taking care of others and doing the Lords work.

We love you Kooks!

 

Comments

[Lori Anderson]

I found your blog via another's and this hurts my heart. I'm so sorry. Words can't even get that sentiment right, but it's all I have. Lots of virtual hugs, too.

[Cassy]

For us Christians, the passing of our loved ones may be painful yet we also have that assurance that she/he is already with our heavenly Father.

May God always be with you.
More blessings.

Cassy from Guitar Scales For Beginners

[Sophia]

My heart aches after reading your post! I admire you for your strength and faith. My prayers are with you and your family.

[Julie {CalleLillyCafe}]

Hi Kim, I haven't seen you in forever & I had received an email about the loss of of your daughter & my mouth just hit the floor! First thing I did was yell for Graciella & shared w/her the news. My heart is w/you & your family. And I'm sending huge hugs your way. xo

[Krista]

I have your blog in my bookmarks folder and check it once in a while. I was shocked to see your post about your daughter!!!!! I'm so sorry to read this even though I don't know you :o(. We have been under the devils curse with this disease in our house as well. My son (who is 17) got it in 2007 and me when I was 10!! I'm so sorry for your loss. Sounds like God is lucky to have her in his presence now :o). My thoughts go out to you, you are a strong person!! Keep your faith!!
Krista

[Liz Vellali]

My heart goes out to you and I admire your strength in writing this post....as a mom of four your pain is unimaginable.

May God wrap you in his arms and give you comfort.

[creativechaos]

my prayers are with you and your family Kim....Karin

[Tara Anderson]

as a mom, my heart just breaks for you. I'm so sorry for your loss. You and your family are in my thoughts. Hugs, Tara

[Stephanie S.]

Thank you for sharing this most important part of your life with all of us. The family is in our prayers and that God is watching over all of you. God Bless you.

[Melissa Phillips]

Thinking of you....much love Kim.
Melissa

[KathyN]

Oh Kim, my heart is breaking. I can't believe she is gone. I remember you sharing with me in emails the health issues your daughter suffered with in relation to the diabetes. But I guess I didn't think she would leave you at such a young age. But as you said, she is not suffering anymore and is in a better place. I do agree with that 100%. I am so sorry and thank you for sharing. Look forward to reading more if you choose to start another blog for that purpose. Hugs - Kathy

[Pam Ballard]

I have your blog on my blog on the sidebar and enjoy it from time to time. I found myself drawn to tears as I opened this. I do hope God continues to provide peace and comfort for you.

[Suzanne]

Kelsey is such a beautiful girl. I was very amazed during the funeral how much better she strived to make her life daily. The life sketch was truly amazing. Kelsey has set an example for the rest of us to be better throughout our daily lives.

[Krista Nash]

I am so terribly sorry to read this. I know very little of the health issues your daughter experienced as I am just a scrapbooker who found your blog via Melissa Phillips. But you and your family are in my thoughts. Your outlook on this time is a beautiful one and hope you can cling to these thoughts as those difficult days come.

[Lori]

I can't even imagine how and painful this must be. Huge cyber hugs and prayers headed your way. Your daughter is beautiful! I am sure she is doing well in heaven and loves and misses being here with you. May peace be with you. Lori